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Morrigan; 24 and figuring it out; California born and raised

White guys flash their money around like they aren’t worried about getting robbed and it makes me angry

Don’t get me wrong but white guys are annoying af

I’ve got a good buzz going at the airport but I feel slightly guilty because I put the last beer on my mom’s credit card

turing-tested:

not to sound like a commie or anything but I hate how it costs money to be alive

(via tabzillarawr)

Tumblr is replacing Twitter as my outlet because now too many people know about my Twitter

The only thing that is actually stopping me from drinking more is that I have no more alcohol

More pressing concern: How do I hide the fact that I’m drunk from my boyfriend?

Secondary pressing concern: Why do I feel like I need to hide it?

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I’ve lost at least ten pounds since April (second picture), about which I am honestly ambivalent, but I’m starting to worry that I look sick, but maybe it’s just the lack of sleep?? I feel like I could be teetering on the edge of relapse, but I also feel fine, which is confusing. I haven’t been restricting at all, I just don’t drink as much as I used to. But people keep commenting on my weight loss and it is becoming a trigger.

rosewater1997:

“You don’t know anyone at the party, so you don’t want to go. You don’t like cottage cheese, so you haven’t eaten it in years. This is your choice, of course, but don’t kid yourself: it’s also the flinch. Your personality is not set in stone. You may think a morning coffee is the most enjoyable thing in the world, but it’s really just a habit. Thirty days without it, and you would be fine. You think you have a soul mate, but in fact you could have had any number of spouses. You would have evolved differently, but been just as happy. You can change what you want about yourself at any time. You see yourself as someone who can’t write or play an instrument, who gives in to temptation or makes bad decisions, but that’s really not you. It’s not ingrained. It’s not your personality. Your personality is something else, something deeper than just preferences, and these details on the surface, you can change anytime you like. If it is useful to do so, you must abandon your identity and start again. Sometimes, it’s the only way.”

— Julien Smith, The Flinch (via wnq-anonymous)

This hurts because it’s true

(Source: wnq-anonymous, via absencesrepetees)

The holidays always make me feel extra fragile 🙃